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Awesome story........
Episode 1
SHE:
Have lot of work to do..But still I’m not able to..completely loosing myself in thoughts every now and then..Ab mein kya karun..Someone Help me please..
HE:
OMG…Not able to attend the classes..not able to concentrate a bit..y is it so..Someone Help me please..
A month back…
Tring …Tring..
HE: Hello..
SHE: Hai..It’s me..How r u doing?
HE: Yeah..Good..
SHE: Y don’t u ever ask me in return..How r u?
HE: Coz..u r sounding fine..I don’t have time to take care of every single person on the earth..do u understand..???
A Pause on both sides…
SHE: It’s OK..So How r ur studies going?
HE: Good..
SHE: Wat else…
HE: Have to say..
Silence…………….
(Both of them know…the reason behind their silence..but it’s SHE who always breaks the silence…)
SHE: I have something to say..
Silence…………..
SHE: R u there…??
HE: Yeah..tell me…
SHE: It’s been more than 3 months we spoke..did u MISS me?
HE: NO
A small pause..
He heard her..wiping her tears..
HE: Frankly speaking..i'm very busy with my life..there is no time to think of myself..I'm not that free to think of anything else..
SHE: It’s OK..but I MISSED U…I missed u soooo much..
HE: I know..
SHE: Now I have something to tell u..
HE: I'm a bit busy..Can u call me later..?
SHE: Yeah..
Silence……………..
(He is waiting for her to say BYE..n same is the case with her..
3 minutes passed..she is watching the clock ticking..she can hear his breath..It’s around 1 in the night…..!!!
On the other side..He is just looking at her pic in Orkut..His favorite pic..
At last…once again..it’s SHE..who broke the silence..)
SHE: Listen..
HE: Yeah..
SHE: I like u soo much..
HE: I know ra..
SHE: I can’t stay away from u..this way..
Silence…..
(HE wants to say ..ME TOO…but…)
SHE: Shall we marry??
Silence……….
(HE wants to shout with joy…but…
The clock is ticking…..2:56 sec passed…)
SHE: Please speak something..this silence..that too deep in the night is killing me..im scared..
HE: Yeah…wat else ra..
SHE: What??
HE: Yeah..
SHE: I asked u something…
HE: Yeah..
SHE: I need Ur answer..
HE: When I donn have an answer…I cant say anything other than “Wat else..”..so wat else…
Silence….(this time it lasted for 5 loooooooooong min…SHE was busy crying..wiping..thinking..HE was in the same position..just staring at her..SHE is not a beauty of course..but to him SHE is an angel, god has sent for him and only him..but..
Episode 2
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SHE finally broke the long silence…..)
SHE: I know..im wasting ur valuable time..but yeah..i have the right to..Now listen.. im going to ask u few questions..please b very true in ur answers..might last for few min only..please spare me..nd be very true
SHE: please keep me aside..other than me..R u loving someone..?
(SHE wanted him to say NO..but…)
HE: Yeah..
SHE: May I know Whose that lucky girl..
(SHE is not crying..SHE knew he is lying..SHE know him totally..SHE knows his everything..)
HE: Listen..I donn have soo much time to think of someone …in my life..So please stop this discussion now itself..
SHE: Shut up..Now say..Do u like me..?
HE: More than anyone else..(oops..what did I say..??)
SHE: Now what’s the problem in marrying me??
Silence…
SHE: Please answer me..ur silence is killing me..
HE: I Don’t deserve u ra..(Saying so..He cried off…he was not able to hide his tears anymore…
He was trying to control..He did not want to let her know..what he was feeling for her..but now…hmm…wat to do…)
HIS FRIEND: Excuse me sir..May I come in..
HE: (controlled himself totally) Yeah…come in..
HIS FRIEND: Can I take ur Laptop please..
HE: What’s the time now..??Can you please leave me alone for few minutes…(HE shouted indeed..!)
( this Gap was enough for him to get back his seriousness…and on the other side SHE was totally disappointed.. coz..SHE knew how he was hiding form her..She wanted him to let himself out..SHE let him cry off..and finally thought of making him speak his mind …finally thought of making him agree with her..but suddenly HIS FRIEND..hmm…spoiled everything..now he will be even more cautious while speaking..)
HE: Enough is enough..What r u thinking of urself to call me at such an odd time?? (Started yelling..!)
SHE: Stupid…Stop acting..please donn become emotional..I cant see u this way..crying for me…u r very strong person..what ever u think is right..I believe in you…but… please let me know why u r feeling this way.. please..
HE: Ok…then listen..I need 3 years to complete my studies, settle down with a job and im planning to start a business of my own..Even My parents r not agreeing with my plan to quit a job and go 4 a business… i donn want to have any emotional pullings on my way..
Silence…..
SHE: (laughed..she is feeling his love…she is getting to know..she is winning the game..tears r at their work..this time with
happiness..) So u feel it’s a problem…Stupid..u r a real stupid..My Dear Sweet Stupid..I am ready to wait ages for u..3 years is not a deal..I am here for u and only u..I too will complete my MASTERS..will b the bread winner for the family , when u start OUR Business..I always wish 2 b an Entrepreneur..Now it’s u..U r mine and so i am done with my dream..!
HE: It’s not that easy..Ur parents already started to find an alliance for u..I cant ask u to wait like a fool for 3 long years…or more..who knows..please donn spoil ur life..If something odd happens at that time and ill not b there for u..What will u do????
SHE: (smiling..) Nothing happens…I will just admire u the same way for my entire life ..
Silence…………..
HE: Stop all this nonsense…Go and get married to some good one ur papa is going to get u..
SHE: I can’t belong to anyone other than u..Do u understand that..
HE: Please end the call..I cant tolerate u anymore..
Saying so..He switched off his mobile..
SHE tried calling him..but..no use…For 10 days ..she was calling him every now n then..Same answer…
“The Airtel mobiel u have called has been Switched off..please try again later”
Now SHE is in the train…on her way to HOME…
Not able to sleep..Have to speak with her parents tomorrow..How to start…??
Started her music player..
“Thoda sa pyar hua hey..thoda hey baaki…
Hum tho dil dey hi chukey…bas…teri hah hey baaki…”
Episode 3
SHE reached her home..Eagerly waiting to see her parents…SHE ran and hugged her MOM..Gave a kiss to her PAPA..
Early sunrise…. Chirping birds on the branches .. in front of her balcony…
Mom and dad along with her… sipping the hot coffee..it’s her favorite time… but not now..Her mind is preoccupied with lot many thoughts….She is nervous…SHE cant hold the tension anymore..
SHE: Nice coffee mom..
MOM: How r u doing darling..
SHE: Fine…
MOM: : Last Friday, we got a match for you from my relatives..That guy is a nice person..I saw him already…very handsome..u will like him..They saw u in a marriage..they liked u so much..They called 5-6 times in these 3 days..
Silence...
( This silence follows that poor girl everywhere..!)
DAD: Listen, u r 24 now…u cant ask us to wait anymore..this is more than enough time..u enjoyed ur single life..now go and get that pic of the guy in my dairy..
(SHE went…n came back..only after 3 min late..She took time to wipe off her tears and control herself..)
MOM: How is he?
Silence….
DAD: He is such a smart one..Who would say a NO..What say ra?
SHE: Yeah dad…He is good..but…
MOM: What????????????????????????
(She almost shouted…!)
DAD: No more ‘BUT’…do u understand my words???
SHE: Yes dad…(She was trying not to let her tears out…)
DAD: Now go and get ready..they r gonna come to see u…
MOM:But..we didn’t call them..How r they going to come all of a sudden…?
DAD: She should stop with a ‘BUT’ itself…now go n get her ready…
SHE: Dad..please…
DAD: Shut up..!
MOM: come soon dear..please donn argue at this point of time..
(SHE left the place crying..SHE tried calling HIM..again…SWITCHED OFF..!
SHE cried and cried…anyone can recognize that she cried…SHE wore a nice red saree..it’s HIS favorite color..and HE bought that saree for HER..but now……
SHE was made to sit down in front of a huge group of people..SHE was not able to hear the gathering..SHE was least bothered to see, who all were there..SHE was lost..totally lost…SHE wanted to shout…run..escape from this world…The so called SMARTY.. was sitting on the sofa…infront of her..SHE was equally qualified..but SHE was made to sit in front of him..no no..at his feet…STRANGE!!HE started questioning her…)
SMARTY: ur name?
SHE: XXX
SMARTY: Do u sing??
SHE: (Y the hell ar e u asking me this??) NO..
SMARTY: Do u dance??
SHE: NO..(SHE actually is a very good dancer…!)
SMARTY: Do u cook?
SHE: (SHE was about to say a NO..But SHE was able to see her dad…even in her thoughts..) yeah..I do..
SMARTY: I am OK with u…U should not work after marriage..understand..and uncle(HER DAD) …How much is the DOWRY going to be??
SHE: (What is this guy thinking of himself..I struggled for 24 years in my life…just to be his maid?? I do have dreams..He didn’t even want to know, if I liked him..OMG..someone help me please….)
DAD: All what I have belongs to her…I donn have any other intention..other than retiring myself in peace..
SMARTY:Good…I am leaving to US, this weekend..will b back , after 2 weeks..and now U gimme ur mail id and all..I will b in contact with U..Resign UR job as soon as possible..U uncle,I need a care taker very soon..my mom can’t do all the work for herself..so..let us complete all this within a week after I return..
DAD: Sure…Now let’s celebrate this happiness with these snacks..
(All of them left after an hour..SHE was left alone in her room..SHE called him some thousand times…Still..the same answer..SWITCHED OFF…!!
SHE was crying..SHE didn’t have anything form the morning.. she is feeling the EARTH beneath her trembled..Her legs r shaking…SHE fell down on the bed…
It was 6 in the evening..SHE got up..saw her mobile…3 MISSED CALL’s…!!!
It’s HE..!!!!
SHE immediately called him back…How was SHE able to sleep..when HE called!!!
SHE was cursing herself..
HE didn’t take the call..SHE started crying…
Called once again..
SHE: ( please take the call..stupid..please…stupid..where r u??..c’mon…take the call..God…please….)
At last…
HE: Tell me ra..How r u?? I lost my mobile..it took time to get this new mobile..I was very…
(HE was interrupted with her cry..its very painful to hear…His hands started to shake..HE could feel HER pain..)
HE:What happened…is something wrong…r u OK??
SHE: (controlled herself…only after 10 min…her heart cried off near it’s soul mate..now she is able to control herself a bit..) I missed u a loot…u r such a stupid..u could have called me..(she was
shouting..)
( HE let her shout..HE knew, HE deserves it..)
SHE: I am getting engaged..
HE:What?????????????????????????
SHE:Yeah…my parents wished me..The guy liked me..I am a good maid for his mother..so he liked me..he wanted me to quit the job..The marriage formality should be completed in 3 weeks…
Silence….
SHE: R u there???
HE: yeah…
Silence…
SHE: For God sake…say something…please…
(SHE was crying…)
HE: How was he??
Silence……..
(Beep…beep….
She ended the call..
He called her back..SHE rejected…it was the first time SHE ever rejected HIS call..even when SHE was in a meeting,SHE took his call…!
HE called..called…only after 9 calls..and 5 messages SHE received His call…)
HE: Hello…..
Silence….
HE: Sorry ra…really sorry…But see..its the best thing for u..ur father always wants to see u smile…so..
SHE: I know..Please, at least now u tell me that U LOVE ME….
Silence……
SHE: such a real stupid u r..(SHE was crying….crying like hell…)
HE: It won’t happen…leave it..and please donn make me feel guilt..please be happy…
SHE: u want me to be happy..right..and u want me to be happy with some X..other than u..My day starts with ur thoughts..ends with ur’s..I admire u the most and u know that..Now..u want me to marry someone else..that too of no reason to part with u..
HE: I am helpless..
SHE: what’s ur problem??
HE: Donno…!!
SHE: Sick..u r literally SICK..!
Saying so SHE switched off her mobile….
(SHE fell on the bed…she was crying like hell…SHE imagined herself doing a Doctoral program..with HE supporting her and all..now…..everything is gone..SHE LOST HER GAME…it’s that simple! ! ! ! ! someone came…)
Episode 4
someone came…
MOM: U didn’t have ur lunch too…what’s wrong with u…What is ur ‘BUT’ all about??
SHE: Nothing mom…
(Her mom could sense her, crying form the morning…she loved her soo much…she was waiting to see her daughter in the bridal saree and now SHE is crying!!!)
MOM: please let me know dear…( she tried to pamper her….SHE was moved…SHE hugged her mom and cried off…)
MOM: It’s OK..Now tell me..what’s ur BUT all about darling..Do u LOVE someone??
SHE: Yes mom…that..that..stupid..that idiot…that confused cat…
MOM: Enough..enough..so is it ur phone mate???
SHE: (Shocked!!!) Yes mom..but how can u….
MOM: I know…I can understand…I was in the same excitement as u were, when ur papa used to call me…we have been in LOVE for 26 long years..it’s very easy for us to find who is who…Now tell me…Do u want me to speak with ur papa??
SHE: Donno mom..that stupid is not able to stand for himself..He donn want to hold my hand..that too for no reason…(SHE was unable to stop crying..)
MOM: I am not able to get u…So U asked HIM???
SHE: yes…
MOM: What was his reply…?
SHE: He loves me…But he is not ready to agree that…
MOM:How can u say that??
SHE: He cried mom..He cried for me..the only one who cried for me..after u and dad…the only one…
MOM:OK..then..whats his problem??
SHE:Might b His career..HE needs time..3 years…to complete his studies and HE is in a plan to start his own business..So..
MOM: What?? R u in sense…3 years?? U r already 24..do u know that…and 3 years form now…who is going to marry u, when u r 27????
SHE: Who else mom..it’s HE…
MOM:If something happens to him…
SHE: mom..please….
MOM: im ur mom..I have my own fears…now answer my question…
SHE: I donn have an answer..…I don’t find this reasonable…and…
(Someone came…)
DAD: r u mad???????????
MOM: u please calm down.. lets sort this issue..
SHE: DAD…Please..listen to me…I donno..Whether I can speak this way..but im helpless..Dad,U know me totally..I had many dreams about my life, right from my childhood.U always used to say..”Dream high and try to Live ur dream”..It’s ur words, which made me see myself very high.I always dreamt of myself being eminent amongst a group. I want to see myself in a respected position....I know I am a girl and need to take care of a family..but u never made me feel im a girl and should suppress my dreams..u let me very free papa…
Silence…
SHE:Gone are those days, where a girl used to stay within the kitchen and share all her dreams with the vessels..Gone are those days, where a girl is just meant to be a care taker..I want myself to be recognized in the society papa.I know, how u stood for me, when every one else is asking me to get married only when I was 21.I know papa..I know, how u opposed them…all of them..and I know, how u struggled every day to see me in a good MNC…That’s ur dream papa…to see me in an MNC..I thought of making u smile..So I made it for u..I wanted to say..I did this just for ur smile..I was not a bit interested in working this way..I don’t find happiness here..I don’t like these 9-5 jobs papa. I love to see myself as an Entrepreneur..I want to provide employment to at least few people. I want a reason for my birth papa. I want..
Silence…
SHE:The guy who came in the morning.. He is an unknown guy to me papa..He just saw me in a marriage..came to our house..asked me if I know to cook and dance..and says..I am OK for him..He decided..He decided my life too..He wants me to resign! How sick is he papa..I am human papa..I have feelings...I struggled years to see myself here and now, for no reason, he asks me to quit my job..I know nothing about him and he wants me to love him in 2 weeks..that too on mails..What am I gonna do now papa??
DAD: Sorry ra…I should have asked u, if u liked that guy...I am able to see the restlessness in ur job..I know u r living my dream..so I just felt, u would b set free, if u marry this guy, as he is financially very stable ,I felt he would take care of u like a queen..I just felt, he asked u to quit the job, because he wants to see u happy at home, with no tensions. I just interpreted his words as my feelings for u.So what, I didn’t even think of asking u, if u liked him.Sorry ra…am really sorry..
(saying so..He became very emotional…)
SHE:No papa..u have every right to decide the person for me..U love me the most papa..I know..u always wanted to see me smiling..But he is not the right one papa..
MOM:So..Is ur phone pal, the right one??
DAD: ??????
SHE: U know him papa..The one whom I met on the orkut.
DAD: yeah..I do remember..but do u…??
SHE: Donno papa..Donno if I love him..But one thing is for sure..I admire him the most..
Silence…
SHE: HE is very pure at heart papa..HE cares me a lot..HE makes me smile..HE reminds me of u papa.. Holding his hand, makes me feel complete. In his presence, I will be a complete father's daughter, friend's friend and most of all I will be myself..I can’t say more than this..I want someone who will let me be myself and I am glad I found him papa...HE never behaved in an abusive manner..HE is very kind and more than all..HE is very ambitious as I do…
DAD:Then..
SHE:I don’t even say, I cant live without him, but all that I can say is, I will miss something very precious in my life, if I miss him..HE is human papa..HE might not treat me as a queen, but yeah, at the end of the day, HE makes me feel his better half..HE pampers me like a kid..WE may fight..but yeah…it’s all part of life papa..I totally trust him…HE gives me a lot of assurance…I feel, I can do anything, if HE just stays with me..
MOM:But he is not ready to marry u dear ..what is making u to still think of him this way??
SHE: Donno mom..I strongly feel, HE is mine..Donno what…my confidence..my foolishness..donno what…might be my innocent admiration for him is making me feel this way..U will like him papa..u surely will..I know u..
Silence...
SHE:The rest is left to u papa..I swear..I don’t want to do anything against ur wish..I love u papa..I love u more than anyone else in the world..I cant miss u for him....Now the ball is in ur court papa..I always trust u..U always have good plans for me.. So I am ready for everything.. whatever u decide.. whatever u feel good for me...
Silence...
Episode 5
Silence is ruling the room from nearly 10 loooooong min..everyone is busy with their own thoughts…
DAD: (with tears in his eyes) I am very proud of u,my girl...u r my mirror image..I was the same, when I was in my twenty’s..I spoke more or less the same way with my father..But I didn’t think as u did.....I saw some pain in my father’s eyes when I said “This is the Girl I am going to marry”.. I am able to understand that now ….I left him with no option..I didn’t respect him..But..U… U respected my feelings..Moreover..U taught me how to respect..So here i'm…I agree with u..I know my daughter never makes a mistake in her life and always chooses the BEST one...I am letting u free..It’s ur choice, whom u r going to marry..
SHE: Thanks a loooooooot papa…I am so happy now..Love u papa..
(Saying so, she kissed her mom and dad..)
DAD:But dear..I have something else too..
SHE: Tell me papa..
DAD: see, u r already 24..I cant see u the same way for 3 more years..I need an YES from him..A very strong YES, so that I can b assured , HE will always be there for u..
SHE:HE will papa..He will..
DAD: See…Ur love for him makes u speak this way..but..as an experienced person..I saw many lives..So…
SHE:But at this point of time, he is confused papa..Donno y..But he is very confused and still thinking..
DAD:Yeah..thats what i'm saying..u take an year time..We donn have any problem for that..but by then, HE must give us an assurance that HE is the man, who replaces us..ok?
SHE: ...
MOM: What say darling…Listen to ur papa…What he said was very true…whats ur problem now??
SHE: Mom.. I thought I would ask him only after he is done with his education, I thought I should not disturb him.But as u people forced me on the phone, to come home, to speak something important, I sensed all this...So what, I asked him..Now HE is very busy with his life..HE donn have time for himself..I cant force him, at this point of time..
DAD: Listen Dear…No one is soo busy in life, that they cant think of their loved ones..One might not think of his own health, but if HE loves U for sure, HE will find time for U, in his life..So please check if HE is loving u or not..There is always a small line between LOVE and LIKE..So please see where u both stand..Get it confirmed..Then there is a meaning, if u wait for him..Please try to understand our fear..27 is not a good age to decide for something..
SHE:Sure papa..I will win my game..I am even more confident now..Will make him speak out his heart and will make u feel assured.
MOM: That’s our sweety…Keep Smiling darling..Life is too short to miss all ur smiles and worry for something....C’mon..U first get up..We shall have something..
SHE:Papa, u please immediately call that SMARTY and tell him that I DIDN’T LIKE HIM….
DAD: Sure darling..I’ll take care of that...Should have asked u all this before…Anyways…U first have something and then go to bed..Donn confuse urself with all this..Take care of urself..
SHE:Love u papa..
(SHE had her dinner..wished her parents Good Night and was back to the room..Now it’s time to think …plan..and execute)
SHE: (to herself..) C’mon stupid…I am coming…Let us see, if ur confusion win’s or my admiration does!!
(That night..SHE was not able to sleep..just thinking how to approach..What might b his problem..What is pulling him back and all…The next day..SHE was on her way back, even in the train.. She was still thinking..What might be HIS angle of thinking..What is actually stopping him..
Finally…SHE is back to work...
SHE: (to herself..) 106 unread mails..in just 2 days!! Thanks friends…u make me feel….im lovable.
(SHE was in a hurry to see, if HE mailed her..SHE knew..HE will...)
SHE: (to herself..) OMG..!! What is this?? U didn’t mail me???????????? I switched off my mobile for the first time in my life and still..U didn’t mail me! U did mail me, when I had a bad network..But..but…How could this happen…??
Is it that..U thought I was engaged!!!!!!!!!!!
Oops…I should have informed U…such a stupid im…Anyways…now I’ll…
(Saying so..SHE switched on her mobile…Called HIM immediately..)
Episode 6
(Saying so..SHE switched on her mobile…Called HIM immediately..)
Tring… Tring..
HE: Tell me..
SHE: How r u??
HE: Good..
SHE: I wish, u ask me the same…atleast now …
HE: See..I cant spend soo much time, asking How r u..and all..If u have something important to say..just tell me and end the call…I am very busy right now..
Silence...
HE: uff…What r u doing there??
SHE: I said NO for the marriage…
(HE was able to sense her tears…)
HE:What???????????????
SHE:Yeah…I did..I donno How..but I spoke to my parents, abt EVERYTHING…I spoke my heart out..
HE:EVERYTHING???
SHE:yeah…EVERYTHING…
HE:What did they say??
SHE:They love their daughter and they want to see her Smiling...
Silence...
HE:Donn pause..please…
SHE: Ok then…listen…I donno what U feel for me..but I said …I loved U..
HE:Then??
SHE:What do u expect them to ask??
HE:May b…Something about me..My financial status…My family background and all…
SHE: That’s what shows their love on me…They didn’t ask anything about U…Just asked one single and straight question…
Silence…
HE: Does HE love u??
SHE: U understand ppl well…very well..That is why I admire u…except that………
Silence…
HE:What did u say then??
SHE:U didn’t give me an answer…to say..
HE: I did…I said,I cant marry u…
SHE:But y??
Silence...
HE: Listen, I have a lot to do for myself. I have to excel in my studies and profession. I have to set up my own enterprise. Have much to do… and It takes an ample time. Till then I don’t wish to have any commitments for future…
SHE: So how long do you need? I will wait for that…
HE: No. I don’t want anyone to wait for me. I cant promise you….
SHE: Lemme know one thing… What am I to you?
Silence…
SHE:Tell me….WHAT AM I TO U????
HE: What are u asking???
Silence…
HE:You are everything to me.. my life.. my love..But…I cant love u…I cant ask u to wait for me,like a fool.…I am very very busy at this point of my life..I wake up very early..Will rush every sec….will have to complete my work…Have to attend classes..Have to go on with my assignments and stuff..Have to plan my career…Have to keep myself so busy learning…Will go to bed very late… I am getting tired very soon…I cant b on the phone for hours and hours…even now..I have lot of work to do…But see…I have already spent an hour for u… I am not able to stay the same way, as I was before…I cant spend time to sms u…wishing u and all…at the same time, I cant see you waiting for my call..I know, how desperately u r waiting for my call..all these 3 months…u donno..it’s like hell to me..
Silence…
HE:I know how u admire me…I know… at some point of time, u r going to ask me this…So what, I didn’t dare calling u all these months..I just wanted u to disappear from my life..I wanted u to hate me…I wanted u to stay happy..not this way..waiting for love..U r soo lovable..I am even more afraid, I cant love u the same way as u do..Its my nature that I donn enquire people, how they r and all..But u r different…very different..u love each and every person the same way..u pamper people.. u donn want to see any one sad…u do ur best to see a smile on their lips…I love this attitude of ur’s..I know, how much u expect from ur partner..I know..But I am not fit for that position…I cant take care of people the way u do..donno y..i donn feel like, calling up and saying a HAI to them…may b im stubborn…may b im sick as u say …but this is wat I am…
So wat I keep saying…I donn deserve u..
Silence….
SHE:R u done..???
(SHE was smiling…)
HE:Please be serious…
SHE:I am damn serious..see I am not even eating ur favorite chocolate…DAIRY MILK FRUIT AND NUT..and speaking…im just very serious…
(SHE was laughing ..)
HE:Y r u laughing now???
SHE:I am..what I am..I felt like laughing..so im…It’s contagious it seems..just now received a mail .
(SHE is trying to ease him off..)
Silence...
SHE:oops…sorry dear….I was jus trying to make u smile ..with my stupid jokes and all…
Now Listen….u donno something abt urself…U R SO LOVABLE and U LOVE the same way as I do…understand…u have lot of care for people..so wat ppl care u, even if u donn take care of them…At this point of time u may b busy..I do agree..So wat im not calling u very often ..i donn want u to b disturbed..I want to see u high..very high…But later…so called 3 years or 4 or wat ever may b the time…u will b back to ur life..I have that confidence on u…u make me smile…u make me feel im loved..even if u donn call me.…Finally..I have decided stupid..I cant stay happy without u in my life…understand???
HE: But..Y?? Y ME??
Silence...
There was a silence…which lasted for 6 loong minutes…SHE is thinking…jus thinking…HE is also the same…HE never thought HE can say all these to her..HE never thought, HE had all these in store for her…But… donno how…HE was able to voice out his thoughts…unknowingly!!!
Now..HE wanted to break the Silence…For the very first time..the silence is not letting him stay silent..it’s asking him to speak out..it’s asking him to break IT out..
HE: Tell me dear…Why only me??? I am no special…I am very very normal human..But y do u admire me this way???
Silence...
HE was able to sense her tears…
SHE: I have got a wonderful dad... I see him in u..I got a beautiful angel as my mom..I see her in u..I at times sit and admire myself for some silly things I would have done.. I find them in u too......I don’t see u as any external.. but as my internal…I feel u r mine...I feel everything which happens to me has ur impact in it...I find u in everything I do, I see…. u have penetrated into my soul without my permission... and I can go on saying a million reasons... which might sound silly to u.. or even worthless...but everything is precious to me... jus like how u r...
Silence...
SHE:I dono wat else to say dear.... I donno why I admire u this way…I cant even say..but all I can say is that, I need u to take care of me for the rest of my life..I wish,every morning I start my day,just with ur innocent smile.. I wish..every night I have sweet things to share with u …I wish my love for u never changes… I wish..I spend my 50’s with u…just admiring u..just seeing u…just smiling at u, when u struggle walking with the help of a walking stick…I wish..I leave my breath in ur lap..just seeing ur smile…ur innocent smile…with lots of admiration for me…
Silence...
After 5 looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong minutes…..
HE: Let’s marry…
Episode 8 (Final Episode)
SHE:What?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
HE:Yeah..U heard it right..
SHE:Please repeat it for me….pleaseeeeeeee
HE: O my dear cutie…my dearest Sweety….I love u soooooooooooo much….Can we pleaseeeeeeee marry??? I wish I were before U …I would have kneel down and asked u to marry me…but…Anyways…please dear….please darling…please sweet heart..please marry me..please make me complete..pleaseeeeeee..pleasssseee...
SHE:OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD…pleaseeeee stop it…enoughhhhhhhhhhhhh…( SHE interrupted him.. SHE was crying.. SHE was speechless…SHE was so involved that, SHE didn’t even know that SHE was very loud..all her colleagues ran to her to see, if she is fine!!)
SHE:oops…sorry friends…I was on the phone..nothing serious..u ppl please carry on…I will move to the lawn and continue..Once again im really sorry…
Saying so…SHE ran to the lawn…
On the other side…HE was jumping with joy..HE could see her... He could see her jumping too...
SHE:Say my love…Now just give me a kiss..the first one…a cute one, It should b soo special that I will remember it till my last breath..
HE gave her a nice loving kiss..
SHE cried..SHE was totally flying with joy…
But still the Silence continued... A nice one this time..Both of them r letting their tears out..they want to make the moment a perfect one…They let themselves free from all those confusions..fears….They took their time…
HE:I will marry u, but I have some conditions….
SHE:Conditions???????????????????????????????
HE:Yeah…
SHE:Tell me dear..im ready for anything..I am ready to wait ages for u…
HE:No…U need not…Lets marry by the next year…
SHE:What??????????????????????????????
HE:Let me finish…
SHE:oops…sorry…yeah yeah tell me..but.. ok ok..u continue..
HE:Yeah…lets marry by the next year…this is my first condition…
Second one: U shud quit ur job..
Third one: U shud come with me, empty handed…
Now, Im ready to marry u, if u agree to my conditions... what yu say??
Silence...
SHE :But...
Silence...
HE : Ha ha ha ha ha..He was laughing…laughing loud enough…!!
SHE : R u mad..y r u laughing like a monkey…Y shud I quit my job?? Stupid..Idiot..dirty dog…
HE : Stoopppppp…ha ha ha... U r my girl.. Perfect one for me…I love this attitude of ur’s…I know u donn want someone to suppress ur dreams..even if its me or ur parents…I was expecting the same from u..enough of a joke…Now let me be clear…
My first condition : Lets marry by next year…Coz I cant see u waiting for me sooooo long....When all of ur friends are very happy, settled in their life…I want u to smile…smile with me..
Second one : Yeah…I meant it, when I asked u to quit the job…coz.. u need not b the bread winner as u said…I think , I am stable enough to educate u..
I want u to join the DOCTORAL program…I want u to live ur dream even after our marriage… We have that facility here…Couples can stay within the campus..they have their own residences for them….
Third one : Yeah…u need not bring anything from ur house…I never said u about my financial status..u never asked me..I liked it..but yeah..I am stable enough to educate u and I have that confidence upon myself..I can feed u…I can take care of u more or less like a queen..the queen of my small kingdom..my home…u need not ask ur papa to help u study..Its my responsibility to help u live ur dream…
Now…r u ready to marry this stupid, my dear sweety???
SHE was speechless…!!!
SHE:I am the luckiest one on this earth...love u…love u sooooooooooooo much....I want to see u in person…Is it possible???
They met the very next day…HE came to her place…HE was staring at her…SHE is a real angel to him…HER smile…wow…how innocent is she…
The same is with her…How smart is he…How innocent is his smile…SHE could see that spark in his eyes, for her…
They went to a temple…Had their blessings from god with…
SILENCE....
Lets wish them ‘ALL THE BEST’ in their life….
Awesome story........
Episode 1
SHE:
Have lot of work to do..But still I’m not able to..completely loosing myself in thoughts every now and then..Ab mein kya karun..Someone Help me please..
HE:
OMG…Not able to attend the classes..not able to concentrate a bit..y is it so..Someone Help me please..
A month back…
Tring …Tring..
HE: Hello..
SHE: Hai..It’s me..How r u doing?
HE: Yeah..Good..
SHE: Y don’t u ever ask me in return..How r u?
HE: Coz..u r sounding fine..I don’t have time to take care of every single person on the earth..do u understand..???
A Pause on both sides…
SHE: It’s OK..So How r ur studies going?
HE: Good..
SHE: Wat else…
HE: Have to say..
Silence…………….
(Both of them know…the reason behind their silence..but it’s SHE who always breaks the silence…)
SHE: I have something to say..
Silence…………..
SHE: R u there…??
HE: Yeah..tell me…
SHE: It’s been more than 3 months we spoke..did u MISS me?
HE: NO
A small pause..
He heard her..wiping her tears..
HE: Frankly speaking..i'm very busy with my life..there is no time to think of myself..I'm not that free to think of anything else..
SHE: It’s OK..but I MISSED U…I missed u soooo much..
HE: I know..
SHE: Now I have something to tell u..
HE: I'm a bit busy..Can u call me later..?
SHE: Yeah..
Silence……………..
(He is waiting for her to say BYE..n same is the case with her..
3 minutes passed..she is watching the clock ticking..she can hear his breath..It’s around 1 in the night…..!!!
On the other side..He is just looking at her pic in Orkut..His favorite pic..
At last…once again..it’s SHE..who broke the silence..)
SHE: Listen..
HE: Yeah..
SHE: I like u soo much..
HE: I know ra..
SHE: I can’t stay away from u..this way..
Silence…..
(HE wants to say ..ME TOO…but…)
SHE: Shall we marry??
Silence……….
(HE wants to shout with joy…but…
The clock is ticking…..2:56 sec passed…)
SHE: Please speak something..this silence..that too deep in the night is killing me..im scared..
HE: Yeah…wat else ra..
SHE: What??
HE: Yeah..
SHE: I asked u something…
HE: Yeah..
SHE: I need Ur answer..
HE: When I donn have an answer…I cant say anything other than “Wat else..”..so wat else…
Silence….(this time it lasted for 5 loooooooooong min…SHE was busy crying..wiping..thinking..HE was in the same position..just staring at her..SHE is not a beauty of course..but to him SHE is an angel, god has sent for him and only him..but..
Episode 2
. . . . . . .
SHE finally broke the long silence…..)
SHE: I know..im wasting ur valuable time..but yeah..i have the right to..Now listen.. im going to ask u few questions..please b very true in ur answers..might last for few min only..please spare me..nd be very true
SHE: please keep me aside..other than me..R u loving someone..?
(SHE wanted him to say NO..but…)
HE: Yeah..
SHE: May I know Whose that lucky girl..
(SHE is not crying..SHE knew he is lying..SHE know him totally..SHE knows his everything..)
HE: Listen..I donn have soo much time to think of someone …in my life..So please stop this discussion now itself..
SHE: Shut up..Now say..Do u like me..?
HE: More than anyone else..(oops..what did I say..??)
SHE: Now what’s the problem in marrying me??
Silence…
SHE: Please answer me..ur silence is killing me..
HE: I Don’t deserve u ra..(Saying so..He cried off…he was not able to hide his tears anymore…
He was trying to control..He did not want to let her know..what he was feeling for her..but now…hmm…wat to do…)
HIS FRIEND: Excuse me sir..May I come in..
HE: (controlled himself totally) Yeah…come in..
HIS FRIEND: Can I take ur Laptop please..
HE: What’s the time now..??Can you please leave me alone for few minutes…(HE shouted indeed..!)
( this Gap was enough for him to get back his seriousness…and on the other side SHE was totally disappointed.. coz..SHE knew how he was hiding form her..She wanted him to let himself out..SHE let him cry off..and finally thought of making him speak his mind …finally thought of making him agree with her..but suddenly HIS FRIEND..hmm…spoiled everything..now he will be even more cautious while speaking..)
HE: Enough is enough..What r u thinking of urself to call me at such an odd time?? (Started yelling..!)
SHE: Stupid…Stop acting..please donn become emotional..I cant see u this way..crying for me…u r very strong person..what ever u think is right..I believe in you…but… please let me know why u r feeling this way.. please..
HE: Ok…then listen..I need 3 years to complete my studies, settle down with a job and im planning to start a business of my own..Even My parents r not agreeing with my plan to quit a job and go 4 a business… i donn want to have any emotional pullings on my way..
Silence…..
SHE: (laughed..she is feeling his love…she is getting to know..she is winning the game..tears r at their work..this time with
happiness..) So u feel it’s a problem…Stupid..u r a real stupid..My Dear Sweet Stupid..I am ready to wait ages for u..3 years is not a deal..I am here for u and only u..I too will complete my MASTERS..will b the bread winner for the family , when u start OUR Business..I always wish 2 b an Entrepreneur..Now it’s u..U r mine and so i am done with my dream..!
HE: It’s not that easy..Ur parents already started to find an alliance for u..I cant ask u to wait like a fool for 3 long years…or more..who knows..please donn spoil ur life..If something odd happens at that time and ill not b there for u..What will u do????
SHE: (smiling..) Nothing happens…I will just admire u the same way for my entire life ..
Silence…………..
HE: Stop all this nonsense…Go and get married to some good one ur papa is going to get u..
SHE: I can’t belong to anyone other than u..Do u understand that..
HE: Please end the call..I cant tolerate u anymore..
Saying so..He switched off his mobile..
SHE tried calling him..but..no use…For 10 days ..she was calling him every now n then..Same answer…
“The Airtel mobiel u have called has been Switched off..please try again later”
Now SHE is in the train…on her way to HOME…
Not able to sleep..Have to speak with her parents tomorrow..How to start…??
Started her music player..
“Thoda sa pyar hua hey..thoda hey baaki…
Hum tho dil dey hi chukey…bas…teri hah hey baaki…”
Episode 3
SHE reached her home..Eagerly waiting to see her parents…SHE ran and hugged her MOM..Gave a kiss to her PAPA..
Early sunrise…. Chirping birds on the branches .. in front of her balcony…
Mom and dad along with her… sipping the hot coffee..it’s her favorite time… but not now..Her mind is preoccupied with lot many thoughts….She is nervous…SHE cant hold the tension anymore..
SHE: Nice coffee mom..
MOM: How r u doing darling..
SHE: Fine…
MOM: : Last Friday, we got a match for you from my relatives..That guy is a nice person..I saw him already…very handsome..u will like him..They saw u in a marriage..they liked u so much..They called 5-6 times in these 3 days..
Silence...
( This silence follows that poor girl everywhere..!)
DAD: Listen, u r 24 now…u cant ask us to wait anymore..this is more than enough time..u enjoyed ur single life..now go and get that pic of the guy in my dairy..
(SHE went…n came back..only after 3 min late..She took time to wipe off her tears and control herself..)
MOM: How is he?
Silence….
DAD: He is such a smart one..Who would say a NO..What say ra?
SHE: Yeah dad…He is good..but…
MOM: What????????????????????????
(She almost shouted…!)
DAD: No more ‘BUT’…do u understand my words???
SHE: Yes dad…(She was trying not to let her tears out…)
DAD: Now go and get ready..they r gonna come to see u…
MOM:But..we didn’t call them..How r they going to come all of a sudden…?
DAD: She should stop with a ‘BUT’ itself…now go n get her ready…
SHE: Dad..please…
DAD: Shut up..!
MOM: come soon dear..please donn argue at this point of time..
(SHE left the place crying..SHE tried calling HIM..again…SWITCHED OFF..!
SHE cried and cried…anyone can recognize that she cried…SHE wore a nice red saree..it’s HIS favorite color..and HE bought that saree for HER..but now……
SHE was made to sit down in front of a huge group of people..SHE was not able to hear the gathering..SHE was least bothered to see, who all were there..SHE was lost..totally lost…SHE wanted to shout…run..escape from this world…The so called SMARTY.. was sitting on the sofa…infront of her..SHE was equally qualified..but SHE was made to sit in front of him..no no..at his feet…STRANGE!!HE started questioning her…)
SMARTY: ur name?
SHE: XXX
SMARTY: Do u sing??
SHE: (Y the hell ar e u asking me this??) NO..
SMARTY: Do u dance??
SHE: NO..(SHE actually is a very good dancer…!)
SMARTY: Do u cook?
SHE: (SHE was about to say a NO..But SHE was able to see her dad…even in her thoughts..) yeah..I do..
SMARTY: I am OK with u…U should not work after marriage..understand..and uncle(HER DAD) …How much is the DOWRY going to be??
SHE: (What is this guy thinking of himself..I struggled for 24 years in my life…just to be his maid?? I do have dreams..He didn’t even want to know, if I liked him..OMG..someone help me please….)
DAD: All what I have belongs to her…I donn have any other intention..other than retiring myself in peace..
SMARTY:Good…I am leaving to US, this weekend..will b back , after 2 weeks..and now U gimme ur mail id and all..I will b in contact with U..Resign UR job as soon as possible..U uncle,I need a care taker very soon..my mom can’t do all the work for herself..so..let us complete all this within a week after I return..
DAD: Sure…Now let’s celebrate this happiness with these snacks..
(All of them left after an hour..SHE was left alone in her room..SHE called him some thousand times…Still..the same answer..SWITCHED OFF…!!
SHE was crying..SHE didn’t have anything form the morning.. she is feeling the EARTH beneath her trembled..Her legs r shaking…SHE fell down on the bed…
It was 6 in the evening..SHE got up..saw her mobile…3 MISSED CALL’s…!!!
It’s HE..!!!!
SHE immediately called him back…How was SHE able to sleep..when HE called!!!
SHE was cursing herself..
HE didn’t take the call..SHE started crying…
Called once again..
SHE: ( please take the call..stupid..please…stupid..where r u??..c’mon…take the call..God…please….)
At last…
HE: Tell me ra..How r u?? I lost my mobile..it took time to get this new mobile..I was very…
(HE was interrupted with her cry..its very painful to hear…His hands started to shake..HE could feel HER pain..)
HE:What happened…is something wrong…r u OK??
SHE: (controlled herself…only after 10 min…her heart cried off near it’s soul mate..now she is able to control herself a bit..) I missed u a loot…u r such a stupid..u could have called me..(she was
shouting..)
( HE let her shout..HE knew, HE deserves it..)
SHE: I am getting engaged..
HE:What?????????????????????????
SHE:Yeah…my parents wished me..The guy liked me..I am a good maid for his mother..so he liked me..he wanted me to quit the job..The marriage formality should be completed in 3 weeks…
Silence….
SHE: R u there???
HE: yeah…
Silence…
SHE: For God sake…say something…please…
(SHE was crying…)
HE: How was he??
Silence……..
(Beep…beep….
She ended the call..
He called her back..SHE rejected…it was the first time SHE ever rejected HIS call..even when SHE was in a meeting,SHE took his call…!
HE called..called…only after 9 calls..and 5 messages SHE received His call…)
HE: Hello…..
Silence….
HE: Sorry ra…really sorry…But see..its the best thing for u..ur father always wants to see u smile…so..
SHE: I know..Please, at least now u tell me that U LOVE ME….
Silence……
SHE: such a real stupid u r..(SHE was crying….crying like hell…)
HE: It won’t happen…leave it..and please donn make me feel guilt..please be happy…
SHE: u want me to be happy..right..and u want me to be happy with some X..other than u..My day starts with ur thoughts..ends with ur’s..I admire u the most and u know that..Now..u want me to marry someone else..that too of no reason to part with u..
HE: I am helpless..
SHE: what’s ur problem??
HE: Donno…!!
SHE: Sick..u r literally SICK..!
Saying so SHE switched off her mobile….
(SHE fell on the bed…she was crying like hell…SHE imagined herself doing a Doctoral program..with HE supporting her and all..now…..everything is gone..SHE LOST HER GAME…it’s that simple! ! ! ! ! someone came…)
Episode 4
someone came…
MOM: U didn’t have ur lunch too…what’s wrong with u…What is ur ‘BUT’ all about??
SHE: Nothing mom…
(Her mom could sense her, crying form the morning…she loved her soo much…she was waiting to see her daughter in the bridal saree and now SHE is crying!!!)
MOM: please let me know dear…( she tried to pamper her….SHE was moved…SHE hugged her mom and cried off…)
MOM: It’s OK..Now tell me..what’s ur BUT all about darling..Do u LOVE someone??
SHE: Yes mom…that..that..stupid..that idiot…that confused cat…
MOM: Enough..enough..so is it ur phone mate???
SHE: (Shocked!!!) Yes mom..but how can u….
MOM: I know…I can understand…I was in the same excitement as u were, when ur papa used to call me…we have been in LOVE for 26 long years..it’s very easy for us to find who is who…Now tell me…Do u want me to speak with ur papa??
SHE: Donno mom..that stupid is not able to stand for himself..He donn want to hold my hand..that too for no reason…(SHE was unable to stop crying..)
MOM: I am not able to get u…So U asked HIM???
SHE: yes…
MOM: What was his reply…?
SHE: He loves me…But he is not ready to agree that…
MOM:How can u say that??
SHE: He cried mom..He cried for me..the only one who cried for me..after u and dad…the only one…
MOM:OK..then..whats his problem??
SHE:Might b His career..HE needs time..3 years…to complete his studies and HE is in a plan to start his own business..So..
MOM: What?? R u in sense…3 years?? U r already 24..do u know that…and 3 years form now…who is going to marry u, when u r 27????
SHE: Who else mom..it’s HE…
MOM:If something happens to him…
SHE: mom..please….
MOM: im ur mom..I have my own fears…now answer my question…
SHE: I donn have an answer..…I don’t find this reasonable…and…
(Someone came…)
DAD: r u mad???????????
MOM: u please calm down.. lets sort this issue..
SHE: DAD…Please..listen to me…I donno..Whether I can speak this way..but im helpless..Dad,U know me totally..I had many dreams about my life, right from my childhood.U always used to say..”Dream high and try to Live ur dream”..It’s ur words, which made me see myself very high.I always dreamt of myself being eminent amongst a group. I want to see myself in a respected position....I know I am a girl and need to take care of a family..but u never made me feel im a girl and should suppress my dreams..u let me very free papa…
Silence…
SHE:Gone are those days, where a girl used to stay within the kitchen and share all her dreams with the vessels..Gone are those days, where a girl is just meant to be a care taker..I want myself to be recognized in the society papa.I know, how u stood for me, when every one else is asking me to get married only when I was 21.I know papa..I know, how u opposed them…all of them..and I know, how u struggled every day to see me in a good MNC…That’s ur dream papa…to see me in an MNC..I thought of making u smile..So I made it for u..I wanted to say..I did this just for ur smile..I was not a bit interested in working this way..I don’t find happiness here..I don’t like these 9-5 jobs papa. I love to see myself as an Entrepreneur..I want to provide employment to at least few people. I want a reason for my birth papa. I want..
Silence…
SHE:The guy who came in the morning.. He is an unknown guy to me papa..He just saw me in a marriage..came to our house..asked me if I know to cook and dance..and says..I am OK for him..He decided..He decided my life too..He wants me to resign! How sick is he papa..I am human papa..I have feelings...I struggled years to see myself here and now, for no reason, he asks me to quit my job..I know nothing about him and he wants me to love him in 2 weeks..that too on mails..What am I gonna do now papa??
DAD: Sorry ra…I should have asked u, if u liked that guy...I am able to see the restlessness in ur job..I know u r living my dream..so I just felt, u would b set free, if u marry this guy, as he is financially very stable ,I felt he would take care of u like a queen..I just felt, he asked u to quit the job, because he wants to see u happy at home, with no tensions. I just interpreted his words as my feelings for u.So what, I didn’t even think of asking u, if u liked him.Sorry ra…am really sorry..
(saying so..He became very emotional…)
SHE:No papa..u have every right to decide the person for me..U love me the most papa..I know..u always wanted to see me smiling..But he is not the right one papa..
MOM:So..Is ur phone pal, the right one??
DAD: ??????
SHE: U know him papa..The one whom I met on the orkut.
DAD: yeah..I do remember..but do u…??
SHE: Donno papa..Donno if I love him..But one thing is for sure..I admire him the most..
Silence…
SHE: HE is very pure at heart papa..HE cares me a lot..HE makes me smile..HE reminds me of u papa.. Holding his hand, makes me feel complete. In his presence, I will be a complete father's daughter, friend's friend and most of all I will be myself..I can’t say more than this..I want someone who will let me be myself and I am glad I found him papa...HE never behaved in an abusive manner..HE is very kind and more than all..HE is very ambitious as I do…
DAD:Then..
SHE:I don’t even say, I cant live without him, but all that I can say is, I will miss something very precious in my life, if I miss him..HE is human papa..HE might not treat me as a queen, but yeah, at the end of the day, HE makes me feel his better half..HE pampers me like a kid..WE may fight..but yeah…it’s all part of life papa..I totally trust him…HE gives me a lot of assurance…I feel, I can do anything, if HE just stays with me..
MOM:But he is not ready to marry u dear ..what is making u to still think of him this way??
SHE: Donno mom..I strongly feel, HE is mine..Donno what…my confidence..my foolishness..donno what…might be my innocent admiration for him is making me feel this way..U will like him papa..u surely will..I know u..
Silence...
SHE:The rest is left to u papa..I swear..I don’t want to do anything against ur wish..I love u papa..I love u more than anyone else in the world..I cant miss u for him....Now the ball is in ur court papa..I always trust u..U always have good plans for me.. So I am ready for everything.. whatever u decide.. whatever u feel good for me...
Silence...
Episode 5
Silence is ruling the room from nearly 10 loooooong min..everyone is busy with their own thoughts…
DAD: (with tears in his eyes) I am very proud of u,my girl...u r my mirror image..I was the same, when I was in my twenty’s..I spoke more or less the same way with my father..But I didn’t think as u did.....I saw some pain in my father’s eyes when I said “This is the Girl I am going to marry”.. I am able to understand that now ….I left him with no option..I didn’t respect him..But..U… U respected my feelings..Moreover..U taught me how to respect..So here i'm…I agree with u..I know my daughter never makes a mistake in her life and always chooses the BEST one...I am letting u free..It’s ur choice, whom u r going to marry..
SHE: Thanks a loooooooot papa…I am so happy now..Love u papa..
(Saying so, she kissed her mom and dad..)
DAD:But dear..I have something else too..
SHE: Tell me papa..
DAD: see, u r already 24..I cant see u the same way for 3 more years..I need an YES from him..A very strong YES, so that I can b assured , HE will always be there for u..
SHE:HE will papa..He will..
DAD: See…Ur love for him makes u speak this way..but..as an experienced person..I saw many lives..So…
SHE:But at this point of time, he is confused papa..Donno y..But he is very confused and still thinking..
DAD:Yeah..thats what i'm saying..u take an year time..We donn have any problem for that..but by then, HE must give us an assurance that HE is the man, who replaces us..ok?
SHE: ...
MOM: What say darling…Listen to ur papa…What he said was very true…whats ur problem now??
SHE: Mom.. I thought I would ask him only after he is done with his education, I thought I should not disturb him.But as u people forced me on the phone, to come home, to speak something important, I sensed all this...So what, I asked him..Now HE is very busy with his life..HE donn have time for himself..I cant force him, at this point of time..
DAD: Listen Dear…No one is soo busy in life, that they cant think of their loved ones..One might not think of his own health, but if HE loves U for sure, HE will find time for U, in his life..So please check if HE is loving u or not..There is always a small line between LOVE and LIKE..So please see where u both stand..Get it confirmed..Then there is a meaning, if u wait for him..Please try to understand our fear..27 is not a good age to decide for something..
SHE:Sure papa..I will win my game..I am even more confident now..Will make him speak out his heart and will make u feel assured.
MOM: That’s our sweety…Keep Smiling darling..Life is too short to miss all ur smiles and worry for something....C’mon..U first get up..We shall have something..
SHE:Papa, u please immediately call that SMARTY and tell him that I DIDN’T LIKE HIM….
DAD: Sure darling..I’ll take care of that...Should have asked u all this before…Anyways…U first have something and then go to bed..Donn confuse urself with all this..Take care of urself..
SHE:Love u papa..
(SHE had her dinner..wished her parents Good Night and was back to the room..Now it’s time to think …plan..and execute)
SHE: (to herself..) C’mon stupid…I am coming…Let us see, if ur confusion win’s or my admiration does!!
(That night..SHE was not able to sleep..just thinking how to approach..What might b his problem..What is pulling him back and all…The next day..SHE was on her way back, even in the train.. She was still thinking..What might be HIS angle of thinking..What is actually stopping him..
Finally…SHE is back to work...
SHE: (to herself..) 106 unread mails..in just 2 days!! Thanks friends…u make me feel….im lovable.
(SHE was in a hurry to see, if HE mailed her..SHE knew..HE will...)
SHE: (to herself..) OMG..!! What is this?? U didn’t mail me???????????? I switched off my mobile for the first time in my life and still..U didn’t mail me! U did mail me, when I had a bad network..But..but…How could this happen…??
Is it that..U thought I was engaged!!!!!!!!!!!
Oops…I should have informed U…such a stupid im…Anyways…now I’ll…
(Saying so..SHE switched on her mobile…Called HIM immediately..)
Episode 6
(Saying so..SHE switched on her mobile…Called HIM immediately..)
Tring… Tring..
HE: Tell me..
SHE: How r u??
HE: Good..
SHE: I wish, u ask me the same…atleast now …
HE: See..I cant spend soo much time, asking How r u..and all..If u have something important to say..just tell me and end the call…I am very busy right now..
Silence...
HE: uff…What r u doing there??
SHE: I said NO for the marriage…
(HE was able to sense her tears…)
HE:What???????????????
SHE:Yeah…I did..I donno How..but I spoke to my parents, abt EVERYTHING…I spoke my heart out..
HE:EVERYTHING???
SHE:yeah…EVERYTHING…
HE:What did they say??
SHE:They love their daughter and they want to see her Smiling...
Silence...
HE:Donn pause..please…
SHE: Ok then…listen…I donno what U feel for me..but I said …I loved U..
HE:Then??
SHE:What do u expect them to ask??
HE:May b…Something about me..My financial status…My family background and all…
SHE: That’s what shows their love on me…They didn’t ask anything about U…Just asked one single and straight question…
Silence…
HE: Does HE love u??
SHE: U understand ppl well…very well..That is why I admire u…except that………
Silence…
HE:What did u say then??
SHE:U didn’t give me an answer…to say..
HE: I did…I said,I cant marry u…
SHE:But y??
Silence...
HE: Listen, I have a lot to do for myself. I have to excel in my studies and profession. I have to set up my own enterprise. Have much to do… and It takes an ample time. Till then I don’t wish to have any commitments for future…
SHE: So how long do you need? I will wait for that…
HE: No. I don’t want anyone to wait for me. I cant promise you….
SHE: Lemme know one thing… What am I to you?
Silence…
SHE:Tell me….WHAT AM I TO U????
HE: What are u asking???
Silence…
HE:You are everything to me.. my life.. my love..But…I cant love u…I cant ask u to wait for me,like a fool.…I am very very busy at this point of my life..I wake up very early..Will rush every sec….will have to complete my work…Have to attend classes..Have to go on with my assignments and stuff..Have to plan my career…Have to keep myself so busy learning…Will go to bed very late… I am getting tired very soon…I cant b on the phone for hours and hours…even now..I have lot of work to do…But see…I have already spent an hour for u… I am not able to stay the same way, as I was before…I cant spend time to sms u…wishing u and all…at the same time, I cant see you waiting for my call..I know, how desperately u r waiting for my call..all these 3 months…u donno..it’s like hell to me..
Silence…
HE:I know how u admire me…I know… at some point of time, u r going to ask me this…So what, I didn’t dare calling u all these months..I just wanted u to disappear from my life..I wanted u to hate me…I wanted u to stay happy..not this way..waiting for love..U r soo lovable..I am even more afraid, I cant love u the same way as u do..Its my nature that I donn enquire people, how they r and all..But u r different…very different..u love each and every person the same way..u pamper people.. u donn want to see any one sad…u do ur best to see a smile on their lips…I love this attitude of ur’s..I know, how much u expect from ur partner..I know..But I am not fit for that position…I cant take care of people the way u do..donno y..i donn feel like, calling up and saying a HAI to them…may b im stubborn…may b im sick as u say …but this is wat I am…
So wat I keep saying…I donn deserve u..
Silence….
SHE:R u done..???
(SHE was smiling…)
HE:Please be serious…
SHE:I am damn serious..see I am not even eating ur favorite chocolate…DAIRY MILK FRUIT AND NUT..and speaking…im just very serious…
(SHE was laughing ..)
HE:Y r u laughing now???
SHE:I am..what I am..I felt like laughing..so im…It’s contagious it seems..just now received a mail .
(SHE is trying to ease him off..)
Silence...
SHE:oops…sorry dear….I was jus trying to make u smile ..with my stupid jokes and all…
Now Listen….u donno something abt urself…U R SO LOVABLE and U LOVE the same way as I do…understand…u have lot of care for people..so wat ppl care u, even if u donn take care of them…At this point of time u may b busy..I do agree..So wat im not calling u very often ..i donn want u to b disturbed..I want to see u high..very high…But later…so called 3 years or 4 or wat ever may b the time…u will b back to ur life..I have that confidence on u…u make me smile…u make me feel im loved..even if u donn call me.…Finally..I have decided stupid..I cant stay happy without u in my life…understand???
HE: But..Y?? Y ME??
Silence...
There was a silence…which lasted for 6 loong minutes…SHE is thinking…jus thinking…HE is also the same…HE never thought HE can say all these to her..HE never thought, HE had all these in store for her…But… donno how…HE was able to voice out his thoughts…unknowingly!!!
Now..HE wanted to break the Silence…For the very first time..the silence is not letting him stay silent..it’s asking him to speak out..it’s asking him to break IT out..
HE: Tell me dear…Why only me??? I am no special…I am very very normal human..But y do u admire me this way???
Silence...
HE was able to sense her tears…
SHE: I have got a wonderful dad... I see him in u..I got a beautiful angel as my mom..I see her in u..I at times sit and admire myself for some silly things I would have done.. I find them in u too......I don’t see u as any external.. but as my internal…I feel u r mine...I feel everything which happens to me has ur impact in it...I find u in everything I do, I see…. u have penetrated into my soul without my permission... and I can go on saying a million reasons... which might sound silly to u.. or even worthless...but everything is precious to me... jus like how u r...
Silence...
SHE:I dono wat else to say dear.... I donno why I admire u this way…I cant even say..but all I can say is that, I need u to take care of me for the rest of my life..I wish,every morning I start my day,just with ur innocent smile.. I wish..every night I have sweet things to share with u …I wish my love for u never changes… I wish..I spend my 50’s with u…just admiring u..just seeing u…just smiling at u, when u struggle walking with the help of a walking stick…I wish..I leave my breath in ur lap..just seeing ur smile…ur innocent smile…with lots of admiration for me…
Silence...
After 5 looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong minutes…..
HE: Let’s marry…
Episode 8 (Final Episode)
SHE:What?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
HE:Yeah..U heard it right..
SHE:Please repeat it for me….pleaseeeeeeee
HE: O my dear cutie…my dearest Sweety….I love u soooooooooooo much….Can we pleaseeeeeeee marry??? I wish I were before U …I would have kneel down and asked u to marry me…but…Anyways…please dear….please darling…please sweet heart..please marry me..please make me complete..pleaseeeeeee..pleasssseee...
SHE:OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDDDDDDDD…pleaseeeee stop it…enoughhhhhhhhhhhhh…( SHE interrupted him.. SHE was crying.. SHE was speechless…SHE was so involved that, SHE didn’t even know that SHE was very loud..all her colleagues ran to her to see, if she is fine!!)
SHE:oops…sorry friends…I was on the phone..nothing serious..u ppl please carry on…I will move to the lawn and continue..Once again im really sorry…
Saying so…SHE ran to the lawn…
On the other side…HE was jumping with joy..HE could see her... He could see her jumping too...
SHE:Say my love…Now just give me a kiss..the first one…a cute one, It should b soo special that I will remember it till my last breath..
HE gave her a nice loving kiss..
SHE cried..SHE was totally flying with joy…
But still the Silence continued... A nice one this time..Both of them r letting their tears out..they want to make the moment a perfect one…They let themselves free from all those confusions..fears….They took their time…
HE:I will marry u, but I have some conditions….
SHE:Conditions???????????????????????????????
HE:Yeah…
SHE:Tell me dear..im ready for anything..I am ready to wait ages for u…
HE:No…U need not…Lets marry by the next year…
SHE:What??????????????????????????????
HE:Let me finish…
SHE:oops…sorry…yeah yeah tell me..but.. ok ok..u continue..
HE:Yeah…lets marry by the next year…this is my first condition…
Second one: U shud quit ur job..
Third one: U shud come with me, empty handed…
Now, Im ready to marry u, if u agree to my conditions... what yu say??
Silence...
SHE :But...
Silence...
HE : Ha ha ha ha ha..He was laughing…laughing loud enough…!!
SHE : R u mad..y r u laughing like a monkey…Y shud I quit my job?? Stupid..Idiot..dirty dog…
HE : Stoopppppp…ha ha ha... U r my girl.. Perfect one for me…I love this attitude of ur’s…I know u donn want someone to suppress ur dreams..even if its me or ur parents…I was expecting the same from u..enough of a joke…Now let me be clear…
My first condition : Lets marry by next year…Coz I cant see u waiting for me sooooo long....When all of ur friends are very happy, settled in their life…I want u to smile…smile with me..
Second one : Yeah…I meant it, when I asked u to quit the job…coz.. u need not b the bread winner as u said…I think , I am stable enough to educate u..
I want u to join the DOCTORAL program…I want u to live ur dream even after our marriage… We have that facility here…Couples can stay within the campus..they have their own residences for them….
Third one : Yeah…u need not bring anything from ur house…I never said u about my financial status..u never asked me..I liked it..but yeah..I am stable enough to educate u and I have that confidence upon myself..I can feed u…I can take care of u more or less like a queen..the queen of my small kingdom..my home…u need not ask ur papa to help u study..Its my responsibility to help u live ur dream…
Now…r u ready to marry this stupid, my dear sweety???
SHE was speechless…!!!
SHE:I am the luckiest one on this earth...love u…love u sooooooooooooo much....I want to see u in person…Is it possible???
They met the very next day…HE came to her place…HE was staring at her…SHE is a real angel to him…HER smile…wow…how innocent is she…
The same is with her…How smart is he…How innocent is his smile…SHE could see that spark in his eyes, for her…
They went to a temple…Had their blessings from god with…
SILENCE....
Lets wish them ‘ALL THE BEST’ in their life….
